Ej Laflare - Samantha lyrics

[Intro] k**a! I'm tryna make a k**ing Said I'm the Bald Cat k**er, and I'm tryna make a k**ing So as long as I am alive, Imma try to make a living Yeah [Verse 1] I'm too focused on being the greatest Like the youngest, I'm too focused on being the favorite I know my place, and I'm so tired of being complacent As if I wasn't mad enough when I'd be in the basement If this is real, honestly, I'd rather be in the Matrix They ain't believe, so when I see them, I pee in their faces, metaphorically That's what I see in these haters But my emotions contradict when I'm seeing these faces Don't feel me Beautiful girl with a piercing straight through her lip I vow that every word will be speaking straight to her clit I admit my sight might drift happily to her hips While they're swaying back and forth I'm watching her while she walks I'm listening to her talk She's glistening in the sun She don't need no f**ing man, but I'm trying to give her one Goddamn I am smooth like Coltrane Her hair is like root beer, and her skin is like c**aine I'm so addicted With rapping, I'm so efficient She smiles with innocence, so I'm sorry I'm so explicit A rebel without a cause I'll never do nothing right I'll never be jovial, so what's wrong with my f**ing life I'm missing a piece of me that somebody's trying to fill My only reason for smiling, somebody's trying to k** n***as are clueless, cause they don't know what's inside I'm happy with all this fame, but they don't know if I lied [Bridge 1] Said I'm happy with all this fame, but they don't know if I lied Yeah [Hook 1] Feels like my life is still stuck in reverse This life is just a long-a** verse It's like I'm going in circles It's like I'm going in circles [Verse 2] I put a gun to my temple for motivation Focusing on the only, though I know that hoes are waiting n***as ain't gonna like this, as if they know my intention Currently there are two women who can hold my attention One's a demon in my head One's an angel in real life I'm too focused on my trust to let go of some k**ed fights I'm scared if my guard is down, that she'll end up like all the rest Then she'll slip from inside my arms, and we'll both wish her the best Damn I'm tryna keep all my fingers between hers I'm tryna keep them apart, so she won't end up being cursed sh** ain't looking good, looks about as good as Rocky Dennis I wanted longevity Instead I got a prison sentence My intention isn't for fear, I a**ure you Who knew if you were the sickest, nobody could ever cure you? My head's already clouded, I don't need another voice Might as well stay, as if I have a motherf**ing choice All my rhymes'll turn to a story in my honor b**hes play with my emotions like they're toys from McDonald's I hope she don't think I'm weird, I'm just trying to protect her Before my past catches up to me, and infects her The last good thing that I have had in a while She's letting me be myself, while she teaches me how to smile Sometimes I'm stuck with thoughts that I should take my own life But when she smiles at my soul, the darkness changes to light [Bridge 2] Yeah When she smiles right at my soul, the darkness changes to light Damn Yeah [Hook 2] Feels like my life is still stuck in reverse All my pain and trust issues all in one verse It's like I'm going in circles Stop me from going in circles