Egor Erushin - Not Coming Home lyrics

these falling leaves they are my partners on this misery walk I had to take alone these racing thoughts wont let me sleep well where did I mess up, where did I go wrong i'm caught in between i know what you mean when you say I'm lucky when you say you'd be the same but do you have the guts to just run away? I've been wondering for years How does it feel to be like this Will the body save the soul And do I really have it all? It's a price I had to pay, And honestly I hate the way I roam, But I've set my goals and I'll fight my wars I'm sorry mom, but I'm not coming home One - you'll always be there for me Two - my love won't let you fall Three - and after all that I've been through four - you need to let me go I've been wondering for years How does it feel to be like this Will the body save the soul And do I really have it all? This bind will last forever Forever and a day I see it all so clear Now that you have to wait in vain It's a price I had to pay, And honestly I hate the way I roam, But I've set my goals and I'll fight my wars I'm sorry mom, but I'm not coming home