Efcey - First Cla** lyrics

My mood is not mellow my heart is not fine My soul is at a point that it doesn't even shine No one can avail my nerves are only emphasized By all the stress in life just trna get recognized Talking bout a mirical I'm only going lyrical You notice my subliminals you didn't even hear it good I know that I'm good I know how to rhyme But sometimes I just wonder if I'm wasting all my time Who the hell is here for when I need my motivation Every situation handled well is causing accusations Blaming me for everything I love this f**ing dopamine I had to give it all for me to reach out anything I know I'm on my own been doing all myself Life is always meager no one really helps I'll impel myself moving forward but I can't Cause in every finished song I'll always be pant I'm immune to stressing and mostly all the pain Thinking about the downside falls in this game Take a look at all misrule's that's a fascicle's Cause aside of loosing that's an honest fact too Hate is everywhere and you makin love minuscule Regretting all the time wasted back in middle-school Trust me if I had a choice I'd leave this f**ing ridicule I didn't know this life had to be so f**ing difficult My mind is delocated but my heart is straight up aggravated I'll speak the truth I'm tired of all your hating I'm drunk enough to say it I joined his other naught's There it goes I ain't playing here curse my human body The sh** is just delaying epistra I'm really sorry For doing it but fame is barely getting started It made me what I am today a rapper so cold hearted That is why it's f**ed man why did sh** departed what happened to all the ladies the worlds full of s*uts and babies Now about em' all cause some are just amazing Starting with the Asian the one that drove me crazy Think about her mother cause she's the one that's raising Years are pa**ing bye you left me a special memory From losing all your trust and only tryna envy me I ain't taking back remorse you can throw your sympathies Because you f**ed me over through the mind and viciously If you here to battle me we speaking differently This music industry is f**ing afterlife and dignity Every dream I'm having it's becoming reality I busted both my nuts to hold this treasury Not have enough to say so listen carefully Music is my weapon so don't plan to be my enemy I wanna live a life with respect so perfectly To have it all I gotta burn in hell eternity