Eels - Agony lyrics

Am i gonna be all right? No i'm not gonna be all right Nothing is all right now Am i gonna see the sun come up? Or am i going down? 'cause every day i'm here All i feel is sheer Agony Friends tellin' me that maybe i need Some psychiatric help Yeah they're always so quick to tell you Just how to get on with it But i look into the mirror And all i see is age, fear And agony If i could just remember what it was like When i was younger Before all the joy and happiness Was replaced with hunger Now all i've got to show for the seeds that didn't grow Is agony