Eels - Ugly Love lyrics

Dear cousin, I got your letter It was more than i thought i deserved Well she sounds perfect, all i dream of And i dream about so much it is absurd But when i get there and she sees me I'll be impressed if she does not run screaming My kind of love is an ugly love But it's real and it lasts a long, long time I had a thought while i was sleeping And i dreamed about a place for us to rest Eternity under the old oak tree But i go too far i guess Maybe i'll think about tomorrow And maybe i can get her to stay that long 'cause my kind of love is an ugly love But it's real and it lasts a long, long time And if she finds me so repulsive She wouldn't be the first to wretch Well i decided one day long ago I was never gonna be the greatest catch And if she cares about the car i drive Then she can get in hers The moment i arrive 'cause my kind of love is an ugly love But it's real and it lasts a long, long time