EDL - Touched lyrics

Close my eyes tight so your image won't break through A chance that comes too soon To a level of intimidation I will pray for alleviation As it continues I can feel the hate inside I wish that my feelings could lie A victim of an act of outright selfishness Now how could this be bliss I know that innocence is something that I once had My heart bleeds so bad I only inherit the filth that he calls a gift I try to resist but he still persists TOUCHED, thinking of a better place while looking into his face TOUCHED, praying to die and at the same time asking why Ashamed of myself and my esteem is now void emotions set forth and toyed The thought of my beauty has become a fantasy, now I dismantle me How could this person of love hope to seek joy After all that you've done toy! The gift you had was something that respect earned You couldn't discern now I hope you burn TOUCHED TOUCHED, by your ignorance RAPED, by your selfishness HURT, by your ignorance You know you did You lied to me