Once began you never really thought of anyone Days turned to years and you never seemed to care at all I'm doing fine I taught myself how to be But all I can say is I never speak... no I never speak of it at all So what the hell are you doing here It's been so long I thought you disappeared Time makes me pay I look into your eyes in mirrors All you ever were was a little picture on the wall I'd lie awake imagine better times with you But all I can say is I never speak no I never speak of it at all So what the hell are you doing here It's been so long I thought you disappeared Oh did you even notice you left me there all alone No one else but me there ever wanted to believe in you I was stupid got caught up in a dream That was never around So here you are wanting to know me now Say you have changed and you're sorry that you hurt us all While you were gone we learnt to get by just fine So what could have been well never speak no never speak of it at all So what the hell are you doing here It's been so long I thought you disappeared Oh did you even notice you left me there all alone No one else but me there ever wanted to believe in you I was stupid got caught up in a dream That was never around