can you hear me out this time just a minute let me find my thoughts cos i cant think straight in the silence and jupiter aint seen a storm like this, no cos its so hard out on the sidelines when i just want to blow this ten miles wide and i cant help but keep on thinking these thoughts are gonna burry me alive but this jealousy wont get the best of me maybe if i just had more patience i could be so far from here and the stars theyll guide me on when i falter and everything comes crumbling down cos it does and it will its not heaven but we got so close in the aftermath this vacuums lifeless the afterglow makes the past so inviting who knew? i hear them say that im caught up with my head lost and found but i know exactly where i wish i was if i could only just keep on moving cos i got a vision if i can im running to wherever i gotta go im sorry i gotta go but these words lose their meaning cos i just keep repeating them like thatll make them come alive but theyre only words and you know it youve always known better than i do and it feels like i know nothing but envy maybe if i just had more patience i would be so far from here and the stars theyll guide me home when i falter and everything comes crumbling down cos it has and it will youre no angel but we got so close you liar and i fell for every word who knew? you lied but maybe i wanted you to who knew? who knew?