Eclipse (HU) - Ordeal lyrics

If I keep my wealth of imagination The unknown will be my best neighbour I do my task And bewail my vanished visions When my voice is shrinking I'd rather be stone than flesh To cut the night by light Which claim for judgement above Tired existence When desire becomes shame And decays in its grain I'd put the formality out Only kind lying words If your self-confidence is only despair I knew, you couldn't come without a plan So my actions became desperately tryings again Though, with a bright sigh I interrogate the time Waiting for silver gods Into my dead feelings You are nothing without me... I think it's an ordeal... an ordeal for me You're getting mad 'cause of coloured rustle The distinction of dream and d**h Your silence is lying And I can't see your humility I knew, you couldn't come without a plan So my actions became desperately tryings again Though, with a bright sigh I interrogate the time Waiting for silver gods Into my dead feelings