Ecid - Recovering Ego Enthusists Might Enjoy This lyrics

[Ecid] It's earlier than usual I'm pickin' at my cuticles If I could find the energy to get up off this mess and do it But the inner me has got me too depressed Less concerned with my well being ‘cause the biggest concern is what I've been eating The popular vice of times and I'm trying to get a life sometimes but find It's useless when everyone else is a junkie Especially the ones always asking for money When I could use some donations myself If I don't eat soon then my body might melt Into volcanic vomit honestly it's a volatile topic Riding me for the [testicle]? to my dichotomy Which is my divided outlook on society And I've tried to be something I can't Tryin' to go forward but I'm in a slant When I just need to find some piece of mind To k** these demon eatin' me alive ‘Cause I'm just as dependent as you So what in the f** can I do? ‘Cause I'm just as dependent as you So how can someone with similar issues try to get you to change? Sorry if I'm acting strange But I'm kind of uncomfortable with trying to change Especially somebody other than myself ‘Cause either way what I say would it really help? (x2) Everybody's got their little quirks Just some a little more than the others And other than the fact that your drug of the week Is much more harmful than my legendary [cheat]? Thrills for ill beats I've never heard We're still both trying to fill those same empty words Come to think of it most addictions are a mental sickness So technically neither of us is actually worse than the other At least from a mental stand point That don't say much for the hand's joints and Overall physical health and well-being and Feeding off everyone else seems to be the common trend I just might have to result to my friend ‘Cause I'm just as dependent as you So what in the f** can I do? ‘Cause I'm just as dependent as you So how can someone with similar issues try to get you to change? Sorry if I'm acting strange But I'm kind of uncomfortable with trying to change Especially somebody other than myself ‘Cause either way what I say would it really help? (x2) I've been hooked on cap and cd's ever since mom brought home that Sony Now a thousand albums later I'm considered some kind of hater But I can't really help it if half of these albums never get Played more than once they're just not good enough For a second fix regardless of quality mix The beats that completely defeats the point of a song And songs that are {..?..} like a strong {dose}? to a ghostly face Engulfed in each gulp of waste Can't you see everybody's got their own addictions? Including you [Female Voice] Oh excuse me. Well, I'm bet you're ready for a break from all that hot action. I'm ready to. So why don't you just lie back and enjoy it. Oh don't worry about the mess. My lips are sealed {Note} Pardon any mistakes. Ecid gets fairly fast when singing in parts of this song and a few parts get muddled. Any clarification or corrections are appreciated