East Side Community High School - The Truth Coming From Within lyrics

I don't wanna be understood I don't wanna be pitied I don't wanna be observed I got everything I need Can you set me free From this breath that I breathe Can you take away everything I need And replace it with the love of my family Is it possible that you can split a heart in two into one? Is it inevitable that you can't catch my pun? Did you catch that A train on metro-tech Or did you catch the c train that don't go to your stop Waiting for the A Why must I be waiting at this station Being held back in forth Steadily waiting Ripping me apart The force of a fierce grip, contemplating My fate, that has still yet to be played with ADHD split the battle of power struggle between me an the young Fought for the clothes got me and her mentally spun The womb that I once came left me behind Found a new dick and told my dad goodbye My mother working hard Arguments come to a daily She the man of the house I know she happy The misery she feel it to be The food on the table she made for me, for us to eat? Don't question the lady, please My mother is apart of me Don't disobey the alpha in me Dad sitting here alone but steady Getting new girls every week My eyes weren't ready Thots, hoes and who*es come in and out Deep white substance it's drenched with That I'm heavily influenced, socially it clicks This joke that I'm saying Can you get it? Do I have to write a sentence with a period and a , so you can understand it? This bad joke that everyone is telling You know family problems? Everyone experienced it Nothing new to you, to me, to us? Do you feel it? The pang in your heart The anxiety, the adrenaline feeling Even we shared the tears Between our eyelashes The expression I put on my face to be expressionless This oppression within this family The democracy is a diss Can I enforce this pain To my face? Can I paint the picture That the outsiders can not seem to claim Can we wrap our minds around the love we cannot receive I'd rather it be delivered than for forgotten so we grieve