Ease Of Disgust - Reflections Of Suffering lyrics

Every night I'm drowning in eternal circle of my memories I want to run I want to run away from this madness This is the edge of my sanity I'm lost in the maze of my fears Erase my mind and stop this pain Your voice will never leave my head Aching feeling of feebleness Endless feeling of fear It envelopes my mind I hear your scream every night It's full of suffering, scream of despair I was a coward unable to save you I was a slave to my doubts Too weak to cross the border I'm feeling so empty Drown me in these waters of sorrow Leave me dying on the ruins of my existence I will burn my soul I'm dead to this world I'm dead to myself I'm living in hell In a self-made hell The clock of history won't be turned back The past is lost in eternity Ashes of my world are flowing through my fingers Crucify me and feed to the wolves Give me your forgiveness, give me absolution I want to disappear, I want to leave this cage Every night I'm drowning in eternal circle of my memories I want to run I want to run away from this madness This is the edge of my sanity Aching feeling of feebleness Endless feeling of fear It envelopes my mind I hear your scream every night I'm dead to this world, I'm dead to myself I'm standing on the brink of reality Let me leave this cage, let me disappear This is the end of my suffering