Earthside - Contemplation Of The Beautiful lyrics

I see a different world I am nothing more, an experiment Watch me as I… Never had the chance Fairness is one I'll lose forever As I walk along this road Ending the hope of love forever Far from this place Inside the fear that I possessed The will for growing stronger The will to change and find one final way Not beautiful All I can ask is for why the burden's with me So I'll free my soul beyond the world Hope of escaping the truth forever The more I wait, the more I watch it Go through all of the Earth Wait out, wait out and fade slowly Wait out, wait out for me For some, eyes don't see the meaning Of this short life What shows the reality Of the true way we are This is the only way that I could follow But here, lies were all I had to fear Is the sorrow forgiven? For now I know that nothing is the same I wish you were never here And I knew That I washed away for good So far away I fell from dreaming The lives that I'd give for I am the one who Needs to feel it all Never had the chance Fairness is one I'll lose forever Wait out, wait out and fade Wait out, wait out for me