E.S.G. - Thugs in Heaven lyrics

(*talking*) f** that sh**, I done lost another-another one of my Another one of my homies man, f** this sh** Know I'm tal'n bout, I'ma blow to them boys it's still gon go down Wreckshop, we putting it down For all our motherf**ing thugs in heaven, feel that baby [Hook: Noke D] This is for my thugs, in heaven (see I'm trying to survive, in these motherf**ing struggling days But I'm trapped in my thuggish ways, thuggish ways) [E.S.G.] See I'm addicted to thugging, that's why I toss in my sleep Tear drops on the sheets, how many I lost in these streets From Mafio to P-A-T, I'ma hold down the fort Cause I'm the state representative, they pa**ed me the torch You caught the signs of time will try to blind, all your ghetto dreams Got plagues like AIDS, city full of dope fiends Like K say, is there a better place for a G Now let my people go free, to Penitentiary For all my motherf**ing, soldiers and hustlers Putting food on the table, for they mothers and lil' brothers I'm suicidal, with homicidal tendencies f** blaming mama, n***a it's the thug in me It's like I'm living in hell, but will it ever quit In the studio, writing raps to the devil b**h I wanna switch, from my hustling ways Ain't no pain pumping through my veins, it's just my thuggish ways [Hook - 2x] [D-Gotti] Riding one deep, top down with b**hes Teary eyed, reminiscing bout my resting n***as Lord bless my n***as, forgive they sins and wrong doing For my childhood friends, locked for Benjamin pursuing Now I'm building my life, through the eyes of sorrow Wondering if it's gon be me, that cross them ropes tomorrow See I'm mashing in foreign, but inside I'm crumbling It's self destruction I'm tumbling, smoking heart heart pumping Too fast will I last, look at my n***as who fell P-A-T and Big Steve, stay in heaven or hell Lord please let em be with you, body rocking and shocking And if they is I know they shining, and still top dropping I'm trying to block it out my mind, but the pain is crucial And all my n***as on them Uni's, baby the feeling is mutual I'm out here grinding in Houston, trying to live the dream This for my thugs serving terms, and sleeping for eternity [Hook 2] This if for my thugs, in heaven (late night getting high, reminiscing on my lovely days But I can't change my thuggish ways, thuggish ways) This is for my thugs, in heaven (see I'm trying to survive, in these motherf**ing struggling days But I'm trapped in my thuggish ways, thuggish ways) [D-Reck] It's prayers on my knees, everynight befo' sleep Because God dealed the cards, gave a good hand to me Cause it's plain to see, I ain't your typical G Went hard cla** from six, still mastered the streets We maneuver with rugers, over paper we'll do ya Smuggled the green moved the white, travel by night cause it's cooler Let this O.G. school ya, first impressions might fool ya Down to shoot ya run through ya, do ya like I never knew ya Seen good n***as die, from hanging with n***as that's fly That's why you see the same n***as, in my Benz when I ride This for my thugs in the sky, the thought brings tears to my eyes I'm on the rise I live no lies, I still slice up the pie It's the thug in me, that keeps the love in me It's tight grips and snug hugs, if you feel the D Like that E.S.G., and that D-Gotti We gon ball for all of y'all, till we D-I-E [Hook 2 - 2x] (*talking*) Man sh** man, boys I be still blowing for them boys Fat Pat, Mafio, Lil' B.G. Gator know I'm saying Treven it's going down, Gator and Pike know I'm talking bout Man them boys in that Prareview accident, we blowing for y'all heads up for ya All my boys in the Penitentiaries, you know I'm saying On them Uni's keep y'all head up, know I'm saying Big Blunt Everybody, that ain't gon see these streets for a minute Wood all them boys, man we miss y'all man you know I'm saying But it's still gon go down, just keep God in our life Keep our head straight, we still gon do this thang Even though we thuggish baby, even though we thuggish man