E From The L.O.S.T. - This Is My Heart lyrics

[Verse 1] Wanderin' lost. Which way to go? Don't know I can't feel it in my soul anymore I can't explain it. Half the time I'm angry and I'm dangerous Other half I'm nervous and I'm anxious and the flame gets... Breathin' through my flesh like a demon Ain't no coming back, once I'm beasting man I'm leaving Hells halls, you hear the wolves cry That's where people like me go to die And I deserve it. My own homeyboys know that I'm worthless But they don't know I know just how they see me on the surface Momma I'm working... on our new single for the b**hes will pay the rent To the top two percent once it's finished That's just a dream though. I keep it away from my blood thirsty ego It wants to eat me whole The teeth alone are like needles in my bones and I'm all alone I'm with that devil 'til the morning comes [Hook] This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul [Verse 2] Burning alive, you can see it in my eyes Looking for paradise except my logic don't allow the afterlife I want it so bad. And then my prayers hit the wind And I'm jealous of a Christian like I've never been Cus I've got nothing to believe in. And nothing lasts forever Drake Even the weather that's why the seasons change They hold strong for a second then they're gone Like a record or a broad and I'm just referencing your God and... This will pa** too. It better soon, I'm planning nix in my bedroom. My heaven's overdue The monster machete and I'm still lying about loveless and I just wanna score like Wayne Gretzky. I'm a thug n***a! Silver tongue dripping Tequila into the mud My whole life's in irony, look at where I'm from I'm in the burbs but I'll stomp your f**ing face into the curb And I've got some words and some verbs that'll leave your favorite MC served [Hook] This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul [Verse 3] I can feel it going everything I touch gets crushed into the moment I can't hold it. My fingertips slip every time that I re-adjust my grip So I'm a ride one more time for the serpents make it worth it Sick of searching Not even certain there's a purpose Maybe I'll grab a trade and get respected as a person But the right to write commercial hasn't grabbed me yet I've only f**ed with dirty money. Don't even remember how to cash a check It's f**ed up isn't it? I was good at flipping sh** Can't compete with Government and now my f**ing money's spent My crew used to b-boy. We said we'd always be boys But where's the love and loyalty once we judge each other socially? Brothers I used to love to see now I hope don't notice me And hopefully this hoodie keeps these cowboys from roping me Finally the fight in me calms my anxieties and now I'm doubting I'm even idling... [Hook] This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul This is my heart. My flesh and my bones This one is my love. The keys to my soul