Dylan Ross - Ryan Wood lyrics

When all of my thoughts go dark and I don't know were to start I know you mashin up in heaven in that 69 lark I hit the park to clear my head out with this flame that I spark Cause memories of dead Homies ignite the hate in my heart But I don't pray to God above I pray to myself for forgiveness, Dylan forgive me for the fact I'm about to act out of vengeance I got no time for reflection, I got no room for repentance , I got love left in my heart anymore and this my sentence , I been in the game for many years and sh** ain't changed really but more money and more Problems and more people tryn to k** me Packin a gat for them enemies and them rivals tryn to plot on dilly Cause I Been creepin n doin it better than anyone fillin em all with envy Deadly methods of a k**a let a Nina milly one protect Me if I die before I wake I pray somebody k** they family Before the final check is cashed, Im bout to get the skrilly Rest in peace Woodie The guardian angel who watch us dearly Chorus: I've been sippin and I been thinkin What's the reason , what is the meaning Does it really rain every time that God cries I've been sippin and I been thinkin What's the reason , what is the meaning What is it all worth This song is dedicated to the memory of Ryan Mitchell Wood Born November 20th 1975 Died March 7th 2007 He was a true soldier And he left with us a legacy of inspiration Rest in paradise Woodie Loyalty above all laws Forever lost inside a struggle with no f**in end I'm so damn deep off in the game I think I got the bends Puttin it down 4 northern k**afornia once again, from the whole Midwest to east contra costa then back again People be like Dylan where you been I haven't seen you since and I reply with a mind half gone cause b**h I haven't moved an inch Come step into my Cortez and see ifyou can handle it , I got them same demons in my sleep tellin me that I should quit Quit and do what cause I'm addicted to the world bein in my hands and this is how I get it. I could die at any minute , if I die before I get it let me live on through my message I was chosen to spit so they label me the unforgiven Caught in a world of survival and sinnin trapped in weatherworld and in my mind, it's too cloudy to make a clear decision System over ridden w retaliation visions an montages of sprayin on my enemies evilly grinnin Chorus Sad Songs Chorus: Undercover cops watch me That ain't stoppin me though Told I need to slow my roll But this sh**s all that I know Out of control, but who's still say the way I'm livin is wrong? Gotta be savage, either that or Have you singin them sad songs (B-Dawg) f** it I'm fine. Buckin n ridin 1 is 9. 1 is 9 Wallet filled w ebt but ain't a single one of em mine Strapped up like the dprk w these weapons on my mind Calls used to be normal now I hear the clickin on the line Ana got me clickin like acrylic ho you bout to die Haven't ever had a fam that's down to ride , now what's the time Time to catch a million different cases all for homicide Controlled by gamma light I'm bout to take you to the other side -I'm bout to get it scary. Dylvia Roska w the blade I'm bout to operate on you like American Mary Another victim , another punk senator buried Another cornerboy got smoked up out his Steve and Barry's Another reason to fear me another reason to hate me another reason that your woman got a fatherless baby Another statistic another reason you don't get caught slipping after dark in my neck of the woods, you ain't prepared for me Chorus Mind is going crazy thinkin devilish deeds Strapped in the cuts cause somebody tryin to k** me Mind going crazy thinkin devilish deeds Strapped in the cuts cause somebody tryin to k** me