Dying Midwestern - A New Year, A New Life lyrics

As the clocks are shouting midnight I'm shouting your name It's a new year It's a new life It's lonely new year's eve Is this the part where we drink lots of alcohol and pretend we're nothing at all? Someone came from a party and you were there Tip my gla** and pretend i just don't care As this drink is kissing my lips and numbing my brain It's a new year It's a new life It's lonely new year's eve This is my new life Can you save me from my first day? I miss you more than i should While you're there i'll be here waiting like i always did But you're not coming back this time