I should always be on board I'm lopsided Wide eyes than hide em, make myself ignored I question why I think things Stink brings the sewer snake I'd take em out but bleach don't work as good as you would think And now i'm accustomed To the what if what if statements To the fact the fear's the only think i embrace and i relate with Fiction, is scarier than reality actually Every single logic I got Concludes irrationally Battles are calming tide, now a days don't wanna hide I figured gorganites grow up groping problems in the eyes Stoned, feeling man handled Frozen to the bone watching time go as sand spills HOOK Maybe maybe it's a gift to be crazy I learned to love myself and every doubt that is waiting I'm troubled so far in this sh** life I love you, don't die Tortured sometimes Quote on quote badly Had me at hello with a stammer and then a bad dream Damn thing always seems realer than my eyeball Trying drown 'why gods' every dusk till night fall I know its dumb Dunce, run, come on clown Always get sunk, kerplunk and never found Grounded but always spacey, surrounded in what's blatantly Something i try to bury but i'd rather it just face me So dig a hole soldier, throw it in with a wishbone Break in your favor or regift it when you get home I Feel alone when fraying in the grey spots Thinking hard in a loop, doomed until my days stop It's a shame I'm shameful, love me like i love you Can't believe you can be patient with such a f**ing dumb dude Hey mike, you can delete your files Or hold my hand … we could maybe stay a while , cause HOOK Maybe maybe it's a gift to be so crazy I always doubted myself can't fold to how it plays me Everyone's troubled so far in this this sh** life I love you don't die