Dudahl - Soul of a Tiger lyrics

[Verse 1: Mosi] January 8th, Nineteen ninety-ninety six A Colorado native who was born with many gifts My father is a Mexican, my mother's a black woman After they had me two pretty girls were soon a-comin' Ebony, Shateiya, but we all have different dads They my sisters, stickin' together was always the plan Always called him dad, but there was a disconnection One workin' and wasted and the other I think was straight flexin' Or maybe locked up, I don't know, I haven't seen him But either way I always told myself I'd never be him My mama got a brain tumor and that changed her emotions And abuse made me hollow and made me create my own oceans Believe it or not, yo, but I do believe in Christ But I struggle most times, because it doesn't feel right But what is right, 'cause I struggle with that one too I feel like a living God, but I feel somethin' big too My mind's a universal computer on seven twenty fo' Lived almost two decade and I'm ready for plenty mo' Y'all claim that you do, but you barely even know me Did you know that I find solace when it's cold and snowing I love bowling, Boulder, bud, blazin' Not bad b**hes, but I love hugs, kisses, d**, mangoes, pretty misses All these b**hes want my nuts and digits but I tell 'em f** 'em You the only girl for me is what I tell my s**y lover Can't help wonder 'bout the subjects that we callin' love and life If it's unconditional, rea**uring, then the love is right I go into the light and then I am translucent To transparent I'm pellucid gone limpid, you stuck and clueless 'Cause I'm flyin' over your head like a poisonous chemtrail The lioness seduced me and she gave me her wet tail I like to write the rhymes that will make you think twice I love to write the rhymes that could maybe change your life Or maybe save a life 'cause music really did save mine I submitted to many trips, I intensely involved my mind Into the process of evolving so I can reach my highest form Of consciousness, positive mind state will take me to the door I often overthink and then I get lost in my head I fall down to the floor and pa** out 'cause that is my bed Have I wished myself dead? Yes, but I keep on movin' Because this is real life, and life ain't a happy movie Introverted, stubborn, sometimes unstable, I'm human But I know my calling, that is precisely what I am pursuing So I keep on movin' through the days until I reach my destination Highest elevation, burnt plantations during meditation I am statin' that we equal Nobody better than the other Respect every woman 'cause if not now, then she'll be a mother Different skin, eyes, voice, hair, you from another But we all one in the universe my sis and brother Through experience I learn and give it all back through wisdom I am writin' this for the souls who happen to have that one vision It has never left, it's right there and you really make it happen When you have it, it feels too good it feels like it's really magic So I say all this because I care for every soul My life is now yours, yours will make me whole