Drewsif Stalin - Are You Okay? lyrics

So I guess the baby's not happenin' Neither is our time I'm not worried about sounding weak to others Look, I'll be just fine Besides, I don't fear the judgement Jaded enough 'n let 'em try Accept the comments like compliments I don't even have to ask why If you ever see me in debates or Break simple sounds to my face All i see is slow motion Scream and I'll speak in silence So wait I'm tired of quoting myself When every word they speak sounds the same I shake my head in frustration Till I sleep and wake on groundhog day Dealt with the weight of the world against me At such a young age I scare too easy to commit to more than company In fear it might fade I'll be left with the weight of friendships Or furthermore fanning old flames Still sing our first dance together When I hear Ray LaMontagne Hold you in my arms forever And never break So we could never stray But traits put a pressure weathered embrace Better, untethered we came Every letter we made to measure effort Read it and our complexion would drain, gray The closer we got was heathered in Lesser our hearts race Maybe I'm afraid But I don't wanna be Hope for home And its haunted company Ghosts they roam And I run to see When close It's cold and no one's in front of me so Now you know the noise When I fall with no one around Same thing plays when we embrace And your arms stay down It's that sound Now I sing for all who take it Let it ring through halls and wasted Bring it on With all my flaws Aim in fire Where my face is Right or wrong It's what I say And put in songs That, relax some day A friend will hear this and have to ask Are you okay? In my head I'll say Musics all I got A shell of myself when I speak A mess [???????] faces visits me every night in my sleep See your smile before I wake So I hold tight to my dreams Keep you close but no one knows And every morning you leave I've been known in fight to rise But it gets harder to move It's all the same, am i awake? I pinch my arm to find truth Fake my way through every day A wasted can And too soon So I can drink myself to sleep again And hope to see you With nothing left I'll fake the friends and every evening I sip Erase the day and waste awake I press a gla** to my lips [? ??? ??] blame alone And do my best to forget Drink my jones so I can go Back to where you still exist I hope you hold your own better than me All hidin' in crowds Awake in pieces, sleepin easily Without any doubt I'll leave you be until I dream I hope to see you around But I'll be too proud to say that out loud Those dreams are turning nightmares Filled with scars Where I'm afraid to sleep again I'll fight till fate on fallen knees but scream to stay awake Run in pain I'll slate the shame I'll seek the sun in craze With friends at bay I'll shake and place my hands to show and push away The chain of hate I'll take and make a weight to anchor blame And face the free at sea But see your face through every wave I wave Their all the same The stars Your silhouette Your shape I'll wade through storms Your image swept with every breath When I let out your name For every day I wake and fake my way through friends At night I fight myself through dreams a ways And try to learn to swim So I watch it Swallow til I I'm sick Holding posture Pathetic drowning Apathy and whiskey Speaking too honest But its truth, not pa**ive to say it out loud Should be proved In terms of you I don't accuse so loosely and I'm angry too So to talk Waited like wine Let it age to pain Loose my wrist with a bit Between college we lie and dance I'll leave you with this When I asked to visit You left it saying Don't call me if somethings wrong I don't wanna be your vacation So if I'm sick and hurt And you wonder why you haven't heard from me They were your terms I don't wanna be your emergency Enjoy the weather I hope the heat helps the hatred Rage in pain Your parents pampered every day you slave to forget my name No more notes connfetti flakes let it rain in plain And watch the letters fade on fliping paper Are you (okay)