Dreadful Shadows - Awakening lyrics

This is the day I've always been awaiting A ray of sun comes into my room The sleepless nights of former years are ending And every day falls into a gloom Where is the torment in my brain - it's so silent Where is the screaming of my soul I can't stand it anymore I'm drowning I'll be dancing with your soul - in our ancient way I'll be kissing you today - and our hope is granted Every minute I am wasting here is agonizing pain Why should I hesitate to leave I'm sick of escaping from that cold - I'm still running The torn thoughts destroyed my mind The emptiness causes fear and isolation Transience seems to be a lie