Douglas - Keeping Up lyrics

I'm breathing, it's harder now, with all the cigarettes I smoke. I'm drinking, not thinking straight. But then I'm sleeping all the time, I can't relive the past, no matter how it used to be. To speak and dance again with you, to speak and to dream, like we used to. Life is fast, I have it all inside my hands, Life is fast, if I can stand to stand it. We're speaking this, that and then And everything that's going about, Quit lagging, try keeping up. I could lie here all day, not move an inch for anyone, bu*terfly, better life, maybe not at all. Burn me biug yellow queen, I'm high looking down on me. I'm alone just like I ought to be. I forget all the things I say, just waste away, but I'm o.k. Build a city in this little old head of ine, and slip away for a short time.