Donnie Barbossa - Metanoia Pt. 3 lyrics

I need redemption Save me from myself I wanna be holy I wanna be a saint Please save from myself You are so holy You a saint Why can't I be Why did God make me this way I thought he loved us all equally Why do I pain Never to know I need a guide Someone show me the way through This maze, this labyrinth is closing in And I'm running, stuck in hell Nowhere to escape Our true enemy has yet to reveal himself But he's there mocking every step you take Poetic Demons dance and laugh They spit in my face Evil and darkness all round A gloomy sound Billie holiday, see you Sunday The only roses i'll give you is when you die Will I cry or will it be suicide? Before they get to play the whiskey lullaby Bury us side by side Sorry to the ones, who know who they are Bye Don't know what's the lesson to be learned Don't give away, keep your love Stay alone, but that seems wrong Can't put my feelings into words Can't put it all in a song f** it! I'll just let it go Why did I live like a playboy? My penthouse on fire I need some oxygen Come one baby give me some breathe Donnie libertine Bowie died, prince died Who is next in line Lorde sing me a song Adele sing me a song I want melancholic love Now that's my drug Is beauty when you hate What is love without it I see it all, I fly above Eagle eye, shutdown Turn Fly mode on my phone Don't wanna be disturbed I'm working hoe f** pleasure, I want more Content with my selfish soul Someone to hold There is no There is time and place Where I could have forgotten yours But someone reminded me You still got a chance bro f** her Last day Of saying tomorrow I got someone new on my mind With her I k** my precious time With a heavy heart I must smile Knowing it too will fall apart Hate falling cause I can't fly My heart wants to explodes This wasn't my choice But Now I gotta make it work Failures come and go But I hold on Maybe when I get it all I'll still search for a bit more Damn Donnie Another motherf**ing dead body How Many rappers gonna die I still smell crime, sizzling beef, luxury A song plays in my head I got head like a lit cigarette Sea Of trees around me I hear birds, I hear trains All going to a better place Cause I can't relate with these pigs Their words of sh** Losers with loser mentality None of 'em like luxury The Dark knight, Saiyin Donnie the King Of rap Of everything I would rap like M But I can't back it Maybe someday When they induct me into the Fame When I k** the game Since the age of five I wanted to be a rockstar Dads said it poisoned my mind But what come first the chicken or the egg Ask yourself What tainted my blue crisp clear vodka Red bull, Marlboro Fish n chips in Edinburg Nightmare, nightmare, nightmare This must be a dream Ghosts following me Keep away past demons I had you beat Haunting the haunted Madafaka you can live at the mall Kendrick verse, Kendrick verse Eyo hold my phone Drizzy voice, drizzy voice I can't Lie You bring me to new highs But you let me fall I say I'll quit, but I light one up So I don't forget to try Trying is not enough Someday all will be gone And I'm too old I'm too old to die young