Dominic Riccitello - d**h After A Relationship lyrics

there are things i repress, but here i confess i'm scared you'll die and i won't know i'll eventually ask about you, unprepared i'll hear the news, you weren't spared i lie impared, i declare, i'll always love our affair playing with your hair, your stare there goes a tear, i fear there are things i'm not aware and things you hid, i feel like you held the lid tight here i write, i fright, that you might… i can't say it outright, but i feel like you're aware of these things in my head, ‘cause as we laid in bed as i secretly dread, all these things floating because you didn't want to be holding this weight over my head and i feel like i'm coating, but i don't want to be probing or cloaking, but you left me soaking, here i am eroding coping and hoping i won't hear this news about my muse