DJ Premier - Daydream lyrics

[Movie Sample] "I learned something from these two men. I learned to give love and get love unconditionally You just have to accept people for what they are. And I learned the greatest gift of all The saddest thing in life is wasted talent." [Verse 1] Dear diary your presence is felt You inspire me to write about these demons inside of me And express violence, but really that's an expression of self It's me dealing wit the cards I was dealt Nobody believe in me, I'm not sure I believe in myself Got all this pain in my veins, so when the fat lady sang I hope she sound like Adele You got a problem with me or my team I'll see you in Hell Where the demons dwell, on your knees screaming for help I've been slipping through the mud Thinking about d**h because I'm not living it up Giving my all but it's neva enough Most n***as in my position are driven to f** up, I seen it Most s*uts get knocked up before they're sixteen and because they beliefs they keep it And shatter their dreams before they even conceive it R.I.P. to Christopher Rios and Pac, you not here but your spirit alive So I'm on the rise like my life's compromised You talking crime, stop it 5 I'm dropping bombs and ending the world like the mayan's prophesized [Hook x2] It's like I'm living in a day dream That's why I keep my diary closer then my enemies (never pretend) I'm just trying to be what I was destined to be And steadily shine until I die, I hope y'all remember me [Verse 2] It was all a dream,I used to hide Playboy magazines Caught in my misery, and now I'm making history Using my mind like Einstein Trying to find time to connect my rhymes like Wi-Fi I can't sleep in the nighttime Because these daydreams make me crazy And praying to a damn god is NOT gonna save me Insomniac, never awake, never asleep When I blow trees I smoke half, it's like me, incomplete Trying to rise from the quicksand, from the land of broken promises Hearts cut open and the thrown with the rest of bones in my closet To die and sleep perchance to dream, of Shakespearian dramas My heart weeps, surgeons couldn't cover the scars from karma Caught up in the cold world full of lost souls with no shot of return So call me absurd and I'll respond wit the bird Because honestly i'm not that concerned with this that and the third Respect is earned so after this sh** tell me what I deserve [Hook x4]