Dj Lobotomize - See My Tears FreeVerse lyrics

Verse 1 [JohnnyJc] I wanna let my feelings out I don't wanna go down this route The road that i walk alone is so cold Believe me I've been here before I don't wanna be there again Thank god that i have my friends And thank god that i have my fam I don't wanna lose them god damn You don't know what's going on in my brain Maf**as can't tell me sh** about pain See i been through the fall and I dealt with the loss And i recently broke those chains But it haunts me yeah it haunts me Some nights when im asleep And it creeps in my dreams To let me know that my soul it eats See i don't get over sh** Nah I put it behind a shield Then i nearly lose my mind When they try to tell me how to feel And this shot in my gla** won't heal it But got damn it'll numb this feeling But the whole in my heart too big So now i got a ho that will swallow feelings That sh** don't come with out guilt Can't even imagine the issues i built But i guess that just life and we gotta Play with the card thats dealt So that's why the f** i rap Vent a little bit before the gat go "BAP" Put it to my brain Kurt Cobain "BANG" But i would never do some p**y a** sh** like that