DJ DMD - Vent 3 (Dont Wanna Want) lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm in here chillin' in my room thinking about where I'm at Thinking about where Ima go and thinking how Ima get All the sh** a n***a need so they think Ima star Need to buy some new chains probably cop a new car I need to get a new b**h one that everyone want One that could s** a good dick but she tell me she don't But deep inside I'm like why man cause I'm not that guy Don't need all them materials man I just need to get by Sometimes I wish I didn't want Why is people so greedy? Why we don't all come together so we ain't got no more needy? I remember back in high school I use to ask you for change Now you asking for advice crazy how sh**'ll change That's half the reason why I got so much damn anger in heart And I'm like f** these hoes can't tell these n***as apart I'm tired of living with grudges mayne but sh** I'm like f** it My heart use to be filled with love now it's filled up with trouble I'm tired of mama texting me saying this sh** gon' get better Cause I'm down, cause I want better for my sister and brother Better choices better decisions and less consequences I gotta vision though it's vivid if everyone was with it The world would be a better place That's our way for a book And Ima call that sh** uh, I gave not I took [Hook] I don't wanna want I wanna be content Say I don't wanna want Let me vent Say I don't wanna want I wanna be content I don't wanna want Let me vent [Verse 2] And as I look outside I see I'm blessed than a b**h Looking over my city but I'm stressed than a b**h People asking about my album like my sh** don't exist The label tell me I'm a star but I don't feel like sh** I'm still rocking plenty shows still got plenty hoes But goddamn n***as act like they don't know I got flow If I drop my sh** today swear to god it's gon' go And I promise ya'll it go harder than any rapper you know I guess my disadvantage is a n***a being from Texas They think I'm good cause they see me in these Rari's and Bentleys Or is my disadvantage me wanting to be my own boss? And not being under Wayne T.I. Diddy or Ross And that right that make me think about the rappers before me If we stayed true to us this sh** wouldn't be all on me I would have some type of help Someone I could go to To tell me what I need to do When this sh** I go through But the blame ain't on you I'm just tryna show you And that I'm doing all this sh** I told myself I won't do To all the rappers after me just know right now I'm going through All this sh** for you and me so you won't have to go through [Hook] [Outro] I don't wanna want I wanna be content I wanna be happy with life But I can't be, right now cause I feel like God put me in this situation where I gotta make a better situation for the next Not just rapping this for my family, for my friends For people that don't even know me might not ever meet me or ever hear from me I just feel like I'm one of them people I'm a leader A message I'm bigger than what I'm doing right now I'm bigger than my album that I'm to put out that's about to go platinum I'm bigger than all that This right here this just a stepping stone into what I really need to be doing with my life You know what I'm saying? But at the end of the day I don't wanna want