DJ Break - Cleanin' Out My Closet lyrics

Once I stopped giving a f**, other people started giving it And caring about my music I got some skeletons in my closet And I don't know if no one knows it So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it I'mma expose it; I'll take you back to '73 Before I ever had a multi-platinum selling CD I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months My f*ggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch 'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye No I don't. On second thought I just f**ing wished he would die I look at Hailie, and I couldn't picture leaving her side Even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try To make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake I maybe made some mistakes But I'm only human, but I'm man enough to face them today What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb But the smartest sh** I did was take them bullets outta that gun 'Cause I'da k**ed him; sh** I would've shot Kim and him both It's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to "The Eminem Show" Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition Take a second to listen 'fore you think this record is dissing But put yourself in my position; just try to envision Witnessing your mama popping prescription pills in the kitchen b**hing that someone's always going through her purse and sh**'s missing Going through public housing systems, victim of Munchhausen's Syndrome My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'Til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya stomach Doesn't it? Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me Ma? So you could try to justify the way you treated me Ma? But guess what? You're getting older now and it's cold when you're lonely And Nathan's growing up so quick he's gonna know that you're phony And Hailie's getting so big now; you should see her, she's beautiful But you'll never see her - she won't even be at your funeral! See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong b**h do your song - keep telling yourself that you was a mom! But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get You selfish b**h; I hope you f**ing burn in hell for this sh** Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me? Well guess what, I am dead - dead to you as can be!