DJ Bless a.k.a. Sutter Kain - Today lyrics

[Intro] So soulful, don't you agree [Verse] Heart in pain A bunch of non sense Mad foold sh** on mah concious *What else?* I still don't get the respect that I deserve I do more then just rap on the track It's spoken word My haters stay critical His name ain't original Compare me to dick Chillin' hard like sh** is beatiful *Yap* I ain't in the club everynight So all of that party talk Don't reflect when I write I ain't a smoker But sometimes I take flight Gettin' high as kite and think about all my life Choises, all these insecurity feelings All these fake-a** friend You gotta just stay reselient *What else?* All these guest tellin' me I'm brilliant But they don't cope the album when it drop *Why?* Same n***as waitin' on mah first million In the same breath They be hopin' that I flop Real talk [Verse_2] So My circle gettin' smaller f** it, though Too many snakes in the gra** And I can't see 'em Your best friends are your enemies That how it go I guess them n***as wanna see me in a Mausoleum *I guess* You can't robb or spoil Man, I learned that Every track I get So I'mma burn that *I will* Man the past is the past Can't turn back Ain't nobody gave you sh** I had to earn that *For real* I got a scar across my stomach And it show the pain Honestly I'm exausted I'm f**in' shrane They I got next level talent Stuck in one lane in my rhymes Ain't got balance The industry will never make me or brake me Got mah own fan base Get out of mah damn face I'm from a place where they will spark Real talk A bunch of zombies walk around Takin' bath salts [Verse_3] I'mma gettin' this comin' Who don't believe that? We too ignorant to care Where the weed at? All the children in defects No scrapes on their knee caps They can't play It's where they be at *The ghetto* I learned to live one day at the time With bullsh** on mah mind I've seen that Love is blind Drinkin' was an exit Liver was turnin' black Everyday I'm smokin' weed My memory start to lapse Girt out f**in' I'm thinkin' she had mah back I'm at home Saying she love me What's the irony of that? It's more than just rap Really statin' the facts How many times you can ball? How many times you can trap? But *For real* That's the type of sh** that you wanna hear Got champagne taste but can't afford a beer *Broke* I'm just givin' you hope Cuz I've been there I've been broke and survive It ain't a lies Mah life