Divine Syndrome - The Coldest Woods lyrics

I'm lost in the woods And they're the coldest ones Appear specters of light beings Then frozen there they go I'm lost in the woods Deceptions cry in canons The foetus of my being Fossilized under the snow And then I see under the ice Of a frozen pond Imprisoned by a thirteen-year winter Separated by the fence of my vices Drowning pictures and sounds of a reflection Marvelous and desperate Of my inner self in the waters Deploying waves of consciousness Suddenly I hear those children's cries I have always refused to hear This foetus I buried myself To gain a tissue of lies He's calling me, his distress I can feel As I comprehend my loss I dig frantically the ground My hands are lacerated by the frost When I finally find his body He dies in my arms I'm to blame for his d**h Now it's only between us I did not forget you Where were you all this time ? If you knew how much I regret... It doesn't matter, now you're lost There must be something I can do You and me must combine And then I see under the ice Of a frozen pound Imprisoned by a thirteen-year winter Separated by the fence of my fears Drowning pictures and sounds of a reflection Marvelous that supplicate My present self, looking from the border To deploy waves of consciousness Nervously I start to cry The whining that you don't want anyone to hear When I rock the rotting child He whispers conforting lies Gently to my ears As I realize the cost I huddle on my own Welcoming madness of which I'm the host Softly humming to the corpse The story of a coward An autophobic among the others...Amen