Divine Fits - Shivers lyrics

I've been contemplating suicide But it really doesn't suit my style So I guess I'll just act bored instead And contain the blood I woulda shed She makes me feel so ill at ease My heart is really on its knees But I wear a poker face so well That even mother couldn't tell And my baby's so vain she is almost a mirror And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver down my spine I keep her photo against my heart Cause in my life she plays a starring part All alcohol and cigarettes There is no room for cheap regret She makes me feel so ill at ease My heart is really on its knees But I wear a poker face so well That even mother couldn't tell And my baby's so vain she is almost a mirror And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver down my spine