Dissimulator - I Was Born With A Gun To My Head lyrics

The hatred that I feel Is born within this shell The only redemption I have Dwells within I was born with a gun to my head The chamber’s loaded and there’s nowhere to run Bullets forged by a malcontent cycle of life I’ve disfigured all within that’s beautiful I’m losing grip on all that’s real and I begin to lose my mind Where is my sanity? Where is my sanity? Running circles trapped inside a cage Will you release me? Oh God, release me! I was born with a gun to my head I was born with a gun to my head I was born with a gun to my head The chamber’s loaded and the time has come Some people are born into tragedy I need to find a way out of this hell Is this an oppression of the mind? Or maybe it’s something else I feel you creeping upon me Your claws digging deep in my skull I will fight you with the strength of the One who died for me I will fight I will fight He sends his demons in disguise But we will not be deceived They tear at our mind But we will rip out their throats I’m losing grip Where is my sanity?