Dismantled - Excess lyrics

I can't remember What I did Who I f**ed What I said to your face You know, it's all a big blur I can't remember What I ate What I drank What I chewed or spit out It's all a big blur I can't remember If I stumbled If I fell Did I drag you along? You know, it's all big blur I can't remember All the blood All the vomit Up the stairs, all the missed calls It's all a big blur But now I'm wide awake And still in your arms You forgave everything I finally found the right one I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat Love, love I'll shove it down your throat I can't remember What I did Who I f**ed What I said to your face You know, it's all a big blur I can't remember What I ate What I drank What I chewed on, spit out It's all a big blur I can't remember If I stumbled If I fell Did I drag you along? You know, it's all big blur I can't remember What I ever did To make you think this Would ever last When you knew from the start I'm just an insect in an empty world Wish I had a million mouths I'll s** you off 'til I'm dead and you're dry I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat Love, love I'll shove it down your throat (I f** first, ask questions last...) 'Cause I I don't Feel anything Yeah, I don't Feel anything I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat I'm all about the excess, baby I know you don't want it this way But let me show you just how I Love, love I'll shove it down your throat Love, love I'll shove it down your throat Love, love I'll shove it down your throat Love, love I'll shove it down your throat