Disclaimer - De Sitter Horizons lyrics

I never thought I'd rebuff a hug from you And if I do, I'll just seem rude and petty So we'll mechanically embrace one more time And it feels like a handful of cold spaghetti This is not the least bit satisfying to me There's no comfort in something so lopsided Still friends works for you because we're defined by The distance, decorum, and rules you've decided I'm giving up I'm sick of bailing water I'm in the mood for a f**ing swim I't's more effort than I can bear to put forth For a knotholed Xerox of what we were I declare us two de Sitter horizons Feel free to label my choice as immature But I won't adapt I won't pretend I won't scale down my feelings I can't, I can't, I just can't