Dischord - Solitary Confinement lyrics

The only way to truly feel alive is by watching the eyes of someone die Lost in the dark corners of my mind Drained in a vortex A black hole inside my soul Imprisoned in my shadow Terminal depression Violent compulsions Unconscious, confined to darkness Deterioration A schism of identity Vital suppression I'll breathe d**h in you As you breathe life in me The only way to truly feel alive is by watching the eyes of someone die I'm by myself and the dark is so cold I shut down my eyes and I wish I could die Their screaming my name, I'm suffocating again Falling deeper within I never want to get out Backed in a corner I carve up my arms The pain is so real, so bittersweet to feel In solitary confinement Dissonance, twisted reflections Innocence betrayed Primal uncontrollable blood lust A need to satiate k** all the pain inside As I k** everything without Eyes of light are mirror sharp knives That stab and deface Emptiness, despair and sorrow Constant disarray It's time to end this Fill the void with their lives The only way to truly feel alive is by watching the eyes of someone die She's covered in blood as the axe crashes down Severing her leg, she cries out in agony Her screams are so high, intoxicating bliss I take out my knife and then I slit up her throat Watching her die I carve out her eyes I'll take it all back all which was taken from me In solitary confinement And in this final hour Shrouded reflections of the past Greets me one last embrace I take my leave from this life A life that was never truly mine Filled with the bittersweet taste of never-ending pain