Discharge - The Downward Spiral lyrics

Mother Dear Mother It's Cold Tonight Like Every Other Every Other Night But I Never Feel Feel It Anyway I'm Gonna Need Something Something Soon I Can Feel It Feel It Begin But I Don't Know How I'm Gonna Pay It Must Be About Mid December Right Now And I Think I'm About Seventeen I'm Not Real Sure How Old I Feel I Lost My Thoughts In Some Dream Oh Mother I Don't Know How I Got Where I Am But I'll Try To Explain Anyhow See Gradually You Get s**ed In Into It Without Ever Really Realising Just What's Happening And That Is When The Downward Spiral Begins Anyway Back To How It All Started It Started With Dope Why Not After All It Was Just The Once, I Told Myself I Didn't Even Like It Very Much But The People I Was With All Did It Then I Tried Speed Why Not After All, It Was Just The Once I Told Myself The Next Thing I Knew I Was Doing A Couple Of Grams A Week Then A Friend Introduced Me To Smack- Chasing The Dragon Why Not After All It Was Just The Once I Told Myself Why Not After All It Wasn't Using A Needle Then I Started Doing What I Said I'd Never Do