Diptych - Bohemian's Agony lyrics

I sat the beauty on my lap And I felt The bitterness Of a life Made of excess I ran from misery Looked for constancy And created A Whole war Against Myself Oh the spring Turned me an idiot I can't help it How sad My own self pity Lying there in the mud Crime neighborhood Tried to fool My own madness I've booked my season In hell With all the poets That once stepped This land Oh the spring Turned me an idiot I can't help it How sad The spring Turned me an idiot I can't help it How sad My own self pity