Dikta - Goodbye lyrics

Avoiding thoughts about the afterlife Hiding my face from the light The window closed, no air inside Still I try to put on a smile But I'm not worried, I'm just okay I washed off all my sins today But I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting go Yes, I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting you know That I'm not ready But soon I'll learn to say goodbye As you sit down there by my bed And ask me how I am today I never thought I'd be one of those Who cannot even say what I don't wanna do And I'm not worried, I'm just okay I washed off all my sins today But I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting go Yes, I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting you know That I'm not ready But soon I'll learn to say goodbye I'm not ready But soon I'll say goodbye