Diamond Rings - Wait & See lyrics

Falling into something different How should I know Whether I should trust my instincts Farther than I can throw? Playing with a double-decker Changing the rules Hanging down and out past midnight With the freaks and the ghouls Feeling like a bit-part actor I work in between the lines Saving up for something faster I'm waiting upon my time (For your heart's sake) Don't you wait around for me to decide what I want to grow up to be I'll just let you down if I do decide that I just want to wait and see Memories of verbal violence Talk in my face Retaliating with silence Running away in place Chancing upon situations Out of my league I just need some provocation And I'm down on my knees