Dez Mona - Beyond Redemption lyrics

We talked a lot, spoke a lot Dwelled on so long I hesitated to touch you But you pulled me right into your heart It was the first time I felt this way It's hard to explain you how and why My memory fails again Hollow and full of doubt Is it an hour, a day, maybe a year An hour, a day, a year You said it was regrettable A vicious state of mind And I don't know why I don't know why It felt like a goddamn f**ing lie Oh your dedication Astonished me The strength you had to stay with me To overlook my pride Overlook my pride But it felt like a goddamn vicious lie And a blessing it was A gift it seemed A God whom I've denied For long, for long Too long, too long Is it an hour, a day, maybe a year An hour, a day, maybe a year And now I recognize, it lingers on I recognize the coming and the going of your smile Falling apart, we're falling apart on different times And now I know, now I know Now I know I'm drowning in a well of denial And it lingers on It lingers on and I'm drying out No calming thoughts crossed my mind Reconsidering the fact that you are gone For an hour, a day, a year No calming thoughts crossed my mind Reconsidering the fact that you are gone For an hour, a day, maybe a year An hour, a day, maybe a year An hour, a day, maybe a year