Hope your not looking down on me today I've tried to do my best carrying this weight I remember about vengeance upon thee I have never forgotten for one second But this was hard You must know I regret that morning more than anything And I'd give it back That is not to say I don't love this But there is not one day i can forget There is not one day Sometimes i feel I'm waiting biding time Waiting for something that may never come Still everything is different All was changed, everything All that we live for All that we dreamed of taken away Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for Something to jump out at me Where can you hide when they come calling Where can you go when they come for you Time like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe I call your name