Despair - Despair lyrics

Last night I tried to call you, but I ain't get no answer I tried to call again, and sent a text two minutes after And it kinda drives me crazy, 'cause I know you see me calling you Giving me the silent treatment, I just wanna talk to you I know I'm not perfect, and I hurt you before But I can't help the situation if I'm getting ignored What happened to us and the love we used to have for each other? Road trips, and the plans with each other I guess their gone, already made your decision But aye, the more I tried the more you drifted away And It was probably never you intention to stay And knowing that, it's hard to get through my day Constantly on my mind, I'm always thinking on what we coulda been Hate all the mistakes I made, I dwell on what I shoulda did I bet that you regret the very day that you found me You'd honestly probably do better without me But I'm tryna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much And with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us But I'm tryna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much And with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us Look, I just wish that we could see our pride to the side But I'm too stubborn yo I tried and I tried Maybe I just didn't give you enough of my time Or maybe I was just getting to outta line But either way I take the blame for the mistakes I made Scarred from the past and our memories are razor blades And your voice is like a 4-5 to my dome piece The very day you left I started drinking with the homies 'Cause I got nowhere to run to, no where to pour my feelings out So I keep em bottled up inside until I spill em out And I can be there for you, to kiss you and hug you But the worst part is that you said you never felt like I loved you But I'm tryna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much And with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us But I'm tryna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much And with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us