Des Ark - Ashley's Song lyrics

In a dream, there's a boy Twice my age, and maybe more His hands are cut like stone And I don't know what he's doing But he's inside of me In a car, on the lot After a movie with my mom Are the words that won't sting They'll just burn and keep burning He's still inside of me My knees are weak, my anger's thick My bones are brittle, my body's sick And all I've ever known Is when I f**, I f** to prove him wrong I know, you know I saw, you saw Your hands in Portland, Oregon Baby, in the car last night Were you gonna pick a fight Lover, I will count to three Say a little prayer, you'll leave By the time our friends arrive Will the cuts have cauterized? Maybe you can open them Let it leak out a bit My knees are weak, my anger's thick My bones are brittle, my body's sick And all I've ever known Is when I f**, I f** to prove him wrong When I was young there was a boy Twice my age and maybe more His hands were cast like stone And he practiced what he learned Inside of me