Dependence - What It Takes To Move Forward lyrics

My heart hurts and my body aches I want to know just what it takes to move on, and to get gone Because I'm not allowed to hold you, or say your name It's not allowed I guess that's just the way it goes, when you say goodbye You close your eyes and all the flowers die I guess that's just the way it goes, from when it rains to when it snows Where did you go? That was the first day it rained That was the first day that it rained The first day that I knew I could be hurt again That was when I knew I could feel, and that I had felt something real That was the first day, and the last day Where have you been, since then? I miss you I miss the skin that I could have lived in I miss your company, I miss everything I miss the nothings, the somethings, I miss it all I miss the way that you'd call, to say who you loved There's always time to change your mind But I feel like its too late to change mine I've been so caught up in who I was But it takes mistakes to learn how to make things work I'm learning what I need to be