Dependence - The Cracks Of Hands That Aren't Held By Another lyrics

[Verse 1] She said boy, "Why are you so sad?" And I said, "Girl, I don't have an answer for that." But I guess I've been carrying my past on my back Until it crept in the cracks of my spine, now I walk with it It walks with me because it never left the back of my mind I wear it on my skin and in between my fingertips And every love that I try to grip, slips and drips between the cracks of hands that aren't held by another [Chorus] I feel numb, and it's dumb that I've become such a fool I don't think anything will ever turn out for me [Bridge] It's hard to see a future with someone beside of me I just can't see, I just can't see It's just me, and me alone There's just me, and no one else [Verse 2] Just another in the list of things that I haven't felt Just you and me, and me with myself There's no-one else, there's no-one else This night just might last forever And if I ever get to sleep, maybe then I can lay with her Maybe, but let it be without dreams No light or scenes of trees, just space enough to swallow me [Chorus] I feel numb and it's dumb that I've become such a fool I don't think anything will ever turn out for me