Dependence - Lost Lake Pt. 1 lyrics

No longer on the bar stool But still intoxicated Still living within a haze He's not sure what is real anymore What happened in reality, what happened in a daze He's not sure what is real anymore And So the bottle is where he stays Anthony is digging his hole deeper and deeper Trying to block out what he did As if the drink and the d** could steeper Or as if her body, he kept hid Well at least, he thought he did Well at least He thought he kept her body hid At least he thought he did Rumors and whispers start to spread It's just a matter of time before someone realizes That she is dead At this rate He isnt thinking straight He is in denial, too much Drink to his head Too many needles to his arm Too many who*es to his bed And It's too late now, for him to even take alarm He doesn't realize that it's wrong He doesn't see the harm That his brain and his friends are gone They say Lost Lake is haunted Or maybe it's just cursed To plague the minds of the guilty For what they have or haven't done But it's alright, its okay, But it's alright, he's got a gun Hes walking the midnight shore He's breathing in the November air Some clouds in the sky, slight chance it'll pour But there's one thing for sure Soon he'll be no more It's 3 a.m., and he's hallucinating He's seeing things he knows cannot exist This is his last chance And now he cannot resist He opens fire, on everything in sight Every tormenting spirit And every bump in the night Its too late now For what has been coming for him There's no other place for blame to fall But on him He fled the accident as soon as he hit her He could of sworn she was dead He could of sworn he k**ed her He lost his mind as soon as he hit her He could have sworn she was dead He could have sworn he k**ed her He never stuck around long enough He jumped the gun He couldn't bare to stay, it was too damn tough (repeat) The first thing he thought to do was run