Dependence - Things I Haven't Felt lyrics

I'm just the same that I've always been I push out more than I take in Than I take in And half of what I've had I've lost I just want to know what did it cost? What did you cost? But when we're alone in a crowded room I only have eyes for you I'm only seeing for you And every breath that you take Shakes the beat that my chest makes It makes my walls break down You're finding news ways to define me Every time that you're smiling I'm finding new things inside of me Things that I, I've never seen Things I haven't felt Things I haven't seen Things I haven't been, in years Things I haven't felt Things I haven't seen Things I haven't been in years Can I taste life? Will it taste right, again?