The greasy maternal idiot took you To the cleanest place in the world Elbows spread low over the kitchen table Twitching over baby-smooth hermaphrodite skin The oiled a** and small perfect flatness He'd rescued from the unerotic oblivion Of a fat f**ed-up future Of haziness and contradiction Cat urine and canine stink Rotten animal inheritance What sort of s** was it? Cherry ripe novelty or Something miserable, insignificant Faded, crushed and old Like the jilted roadside blonde Croaking the song Dear f**ing Diary Today I learned Actresses get slapped Actresses get raped Actresses get what? Actresses get the f** over it Listen you liar Are you like them? You f**ing like them? A captive gorilla When you let him paw you Just who the f** was the lonely one? Is that your best kept secret? The Alice pill you snatch From the blind evolutionary drift Of your common and ugly unsaved self