Deniro Farrar - Nostalgia lyrics

[Verse 1:] I wish that I could turn back the hands of time Tomorrow only knows what the future holds Thanksgiving with the fam in my grannies crib I'm on the floor while my pop watch the Superbowl And my auntie same And my uncle's dad start crackin' jokes on my cousin for them tight a** pants That was 1996 I'm in '95 Thinkin' bout them old days 'cuz I miss that sh** Now my fam fell apart now there's no more dinners Used to be thinkin' things, now we business models Trading rubbers in for guns And then use 'em for bottles 'Cuz I got my own kids and I'm back in tradition I ain't into holidays so it ain't no Christmas Things ain't the same I done lost my spirit Birthdays come around and I can't even feel it Was it a dream or was it a lie? Say a prayer bow my head and wait on God's reply... [Bridge] Oh, my, god... I see you clearly now... In my dreams you're here with me somehow... [Verse 2:] And I wish I had wings swear to God I'd fly Better talk to my aunt 'cuz shes always high But who am I to judge 'cuz I used to smoke? But she fightin breast cancer man it ain't no joke And they k**ed Lil Reya, and he got them babies Now their mommas all alone, who gone help them raise 'em? Reminiscing 'bout them days when I played my Sega Sonic The Hedgehog with the multiple players And I had the fresh fade with the part in the middle Rockin' LA Gears, couldn't afford them J's Stealin' from Sou Lee who had the candy truck But Sou left feet man they stank like f** Playin tag in the street outside the woods Fist fightin' over bikes that we stole from the hood Turn back the hands of time man I wish I could Was it a dream or was it a lie? Say a prayer bow my head and wait on God's reply... [Bridge] Call, my, name... and I will make a sound.. I'm, in, love... with someone out of town... Who is this shi- [Verse 3:] They said I wouldn't be sh** Guess what? I made it Daddy said he'd be back Still feel like I'm waitin' Momma beat us all the time she ain't got no patience Just somethin' to think about before you hit your babies And she prayed for better days and it drove her crazy But I gotta give it to her tried her best to raise me Spark it, hit her down. She was only a baby, who never had a childhood and I knowin' this crazy I'ma buy you a resturant when I make my millions Shed tears writin' this, and I know you can feel me I ain't never tell momma I was touched by feelings And I ain't never gotta say it 'cuz I know I'm the realest Had a fallin out with Sosa I just want him to listen But come to think about it, really wasn't that serious Dedicate this to Zenad, because I love her so dearly Was it a dream or was it a lie? Say a prayer bow my head and wait on God's reply...