Denile (Jakey Chaos) - Reasons lyrics

[Verse 1] Five years now I still haven't received a call We used to be the best of friends now we don't speak at all The time we shared is wasted now I couldn't beat the fall Or let you try to figure me out cause I had the weakest walls I guess I should've seen it coming after all the change You left the state and moved along with every call arranged I lost the friend that I could talk to on the hardest days And found myself to question why the hell we ever parted ways I always knew a day would come when we would say goodbye We cut our ties to play it safe and break the binds But still we tried to let a lie take over all our minds Until I said some hurtful things I'm pretty sure would cut like knives After all this time we lost the glue to bond our lives A single word can end it all, I never realized That was the last time we spoke when I apologized I guess the damage had been done, friendship compromised [Hook] Circles, and cycles, and seasons For everything there's always reasons It's never good, never turns out as it should [Verse 2] I tried to take it all back, but I just can't defend The words I let slip out my mouth lead to a dead end You told me nothing could erase the awful things I said So I should've known to keep the demons trapped inside my head Thinking back on how awful it was I can't believe That all you ever tried to do was help, not deceive I let it get to me and yelled at you, I'm so naive Just leave me in the grave as I receive the pain and grieve Yeah I know you only wanted what was best you say And all I did was escalate mistakes from yesterday See you could only build that bridge alone halfway The other half was up to me and I just walked away The stress that I was dealing with was leaving me exhausted So I packed up our relationship and tossed it I guess I'd rather let that bridge burn than walk across it I never quite knew what I had until I truly lost it